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Hey you guys...=)

moving sites, just got sick of this one really fast and there're problems with the L&F.

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* Manang Mars

P.s. If you guys want to read the previous entries you could still visit this site. I'll leave it open.

Reality vs. Fantasy

"Just because I wish for it, doesn't mean I actually mean it or want it."

Speaking of all the shit I just went through, I'm suppose to be writing my L.A. Reflection right now but I can't. There's this thing that's been nagging me since yesterday or the other day when I found out, I don't know why. It's just starting to get really annoying no offense. My friend just recently broke up with her boyfriend, I'm not going to point out any names because it's practically a give away if I do. Lets just say right now her ex BF likes me. I don't know what to do about it, because I've been on "Shock, WTF!" mode for I don't know how long. All I know is that I've taken time to think things through and I made my decision. People who are reading this better not take this as a joke because it's really frikkin happening.. gahh...
I'm still stuck on the whole "Cousinly Love" phase during Nationals. I won't speak of that either because it's pure embarrassment. *excuse my spelling* I'm still not over it because people in school still keep on rubbing it straight in my face and they won't shut up no matter what you tell them.
Seriously, if you're reading this because one of my teammates told you to read it, don't get offended or sad because I don't want to be fake about anything. If I come out as a bitch to you, you could think that, but it's what I live for. Truth is, I don't want to get into anything *anything meaning relationship* or anything related to that what-so-ever. I'm not lesbian that's for sure and I'm not both. It's just that there's too much going on right now, as I said I'm not over the "Cousinly Love" phase *i wish he weren't my cousin*, and there's just too much going on to be going out with anyone, and there's hardly any time at all. Even if it were M*** who would ask me? I wouldn't say yes right away, I'd actually think things through before I'd scream my a** off. PLUS. I'm not allowed to go out with anyone until I'm in highschool and I strictly need to follow that rule... mkay? We're talking about my parents here, so yeah. So I'm sorry...

I'm in for a lot of shit these next few months, I'm pretty sure. Wow, it's going to be one heck of a long ride. Good luck to me and my life... I need to finish my L.A. Report... crap.

Manang Mars

P.S. Sixth Graders are losers... *except for some* You  could go kiss our A**e*... Don't think you're so good now just because Sophie won. We still have our PREZ! Shit.. am I being a huge bitch or what?

it's time to dance...*

"Time To Dance"

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is going to get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Come on this is screaming "Photo op." op...
Come on
Come on
This is screaming
This is screaming
This is screaming "Photo op."

Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys
Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and boys will be boys
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams

Heya! I haven't updated since last week which means I have to fill you up on the past week and what's going to be happening in the following weeks. I love Panic! At the Disco and Hot Hot Heat. They're awesome!! haha, and Shakira is starting to become a bit of a habbit too.

Practice was soooo tiring today. It was soo awesome to see everyone again. I missed everyone so much! hehe. We ran soo much and my legs and arms are sore! Toni's house was soo much fun, haha pranking a lot of people. Guess what! People are going to be interviewed tomorrow and the T.V. Crew is going to be filming us practicing and we're going to be on ABS CBN!!! Awesome!! ahhh!!! Remember, wear your Black AllStar Jerseys!;)

Other then that, school's been fun. I got closer to a lot of people who I've been sorta avoiding for awhile. Feels nice to talk to them again. Spirit week went pretty cool, but then the election was just full of drama and shit. There's like this huge tension between the 6th and 7th graders. Wont mention any names but three people and a certain group are a big pile of yeah..=) hehe, I'd rather not say the word, it's really mean. I can't wait until Monday when we find out who wins for council! Lol, I'm running for rep, I'd lose my guts to Rafa though.

The last MS Party was pretty cool, not the best and not the worst. We just spent most of our time talking outside as one big group of seventh graders, dancing at times, and just me, patz, geaseon, n phnie hanging out. I always love hanging out with them, my true barkada of this year. We just don't have a picture together which is really odd. Maybe it isn't meant to be, the memories that'll last might be enough. Saldy my friend's heart was broken, he was dumped by the girl, and the girl didn't even show up at the party..=( Yeah, for the most part I was just talking to Patz, GeaSeon, Phnie, Jack, Phil, and Justin. hehe. The last part was soo cool! Everyone went and danced they're asses off during the last few songs. Yeah, that's bout it.

I GOT INTO MATH HONORS!!!! AHHH!! Lol, I'm sooo happy! When I got home yesterday I started screaming my butt off! hehe. Then I got a haircut which was sort of wierd, because I've never gotten a haircut at 10 in the evening. As my reward I got my hair blow dryed and straightened for a few days. hehe=) Except, I sort of wet it with my sweat so it's gone. It looked like hair from a commercial! ahhahaha! Lol. This next week is going to be tough, Science stuff is due and we have the Social Studies Monologue things. I have to work on mine tomorrow=S or even tonight. Ahh! Work. On the 31st we have a trip to Powerplant and after we're just gonna hangout in school. I'm really going to miss our 8th graders, though they were snobby at times they were really cool. haha! lol. I'm gonna miss the people who're leaving too. Joe and Shannon! Can't believe it, time flies so fast! hehe. Well I gotta go lovlies. C'ya.=)

* Manang Mars

P.S. BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SARAH STEWART!!! One of the greatest people on earth.. and Happy Birthday to Toni's Dad and eveyone else who has a birthday this month!!!

Crunch Week

Hey every-body =) lol.

This week is crunch week and my brain is practically switched off eventhough I have to do work for Social Studies this weekend. On Tuesday scrapbooks were due for L.A. Wednesday we had the Band Concert which by the way went really well. Thursday I had a science test which was hard for me because I missed a week off. Friday which is today, I had the book project due. So you could tell it was really busy for me, because obviously I procrastinate and I really need to get out of that habit before high school. Might I add, on Wednesday Kristine fractured her right ankle. Hope you have a quick recovery!=)

The annoying thing is, that whenever I want to relax, I just end up not doing it. I end up having something like softball practice or going to the doctor, etc. I just really miss being a couch potato for once and just sitting on the couch watching movies continously. But this week, Vogt just had to ruin it for me. I have to sit down by the computer and on the desk taking notes about Isabella d'Este the first lady of the Renaissance period.  Thank god we have two more weeks of school left (which in a way is also sort of sad).

Today after school was really funny. I had so many bags on my back that I could just easily tip over. I leant Gea Seon my Jamaican etnies while I wore flip flops because me feet were so wet because of the twelve-minute-run. I feel bad, I only did five fifty and I think I could've done a bit more if I didn't start walking. Lolz, anyways it was the last twelve-minute-run of the year so I guess won't have to be worrying until next school year. Right after school I went to San Antonio to meet my mama, tita Karen, and tita Pin in one of the restaurants. We ate this really good pasta and pizza and this amazing desert. But then, I came late so I was only with them for around thirty minutes. Then my mama and I went to Rockwell to go shopping and for me to try on my shoes for confirmation. The shoes aren't ready yet but I got a really pretty dress from Guess. I don't know but dresses are okay to me now, I'm not all like "eww! it's a dress" like before. I find them pretty. I absolutley love Guess and Zara. Those are my fabs in Power. haha.

Next week's Spirit Week and MS Party! Hehe, hopefully we're going to have a pep rally too and skip classes. Well here are the days:

Monday: Superhero Day
Tuesday: Cartoon Character Day (something like that)
Wednesday: Bearcat Day
Thursday: Hat, Shades, and Tie Day
Friday: Free Dress Day (MS Party after school)

Hopefully next week things will be fun and interesting. I'm actually going to bring my camera, haha. Amazing isn't it? Well that's all I got to say. Except I'm begging my Dad for him to give me his pretty old phone, my phone's corrupt like my Conch's. I'm joking.. haha noob.

* Manang Mars

P.S. If you guys want to e-mail Miguel Herrera, the junior who was diagnosed with Leukemia you could send him a message at : getwelltacobell@gmail.com. He made the email himself, hopefully he'll have a quick recovery, good luck.=) TC Miguel.

Random Ramblings

50 Random Things

1. i cant wait to go to L.A. I'm flying alone and meeting my parents in San Diego
2. i can't wait till' school ends.
3. i'm craving for starbucks right now but I can't have any because I have a bad cough
4 i'm taking antibiotic
5. i miss nationals... our team meetings and sella laughing her butt off..=( I miss the whole team. 
6. i miss marga.. my cousin who's all the way in Richmond and started school
7. i don't want to go to school tomorrow
8. i hate scrapbook entries and book projects
9. i miss playing softball in ACC
10. i just ate candy from Candy Corner
11. i hate my computer because it goes on and off for no reason
12. Friday night I went to Ina's house.
13. Yesterday I went shopping with my mom in Power and bumped into so many ISM people inthe bazzar.
14. i got my confirmation dress
15. im trying to save up money for the states.. that means more shopping
16. i want nationals
17. i hate it when people come into my room without knocking and closing the doors.
18. i wouldn't mind living in California
19. i hate spanish.. worst subject ever.
20. i love photography. Taking pictures and also me being in them.
21. i could be vain at times and conscious
22. i love icons
23. i love watching movies. especially with my friends in Power or my team in ATC
24. when I grow up I want 2 kids 
25. I watched America's Next Top Model this morning.. cuz there was nothing better..
26. i want One Tree Hill Season 3
27. i hate people who have modern houses like ina and bambina because I have a spooky big house.. damnit.
28. i love shoes.. because even if I gain weight I'll still fit into them
29. i want ILLAM season to start again
30. i hope I get into Nationals next year.
31. i love roadtrips, especially in Cali.
32. i want to go Africa and Europe
33. im turning thirteen in a few months
34. im getting my braces off on June 9
35. i have regionals on June 15-18. People should come and watch.
36. i love my iPod stereos
37. i have a skinned knee from sliding into third base during the nationals.
38. i don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Not a softball player though.
39. i love buying fake DVD's
40. i love my family and friends a lot.
41. i love reading and writing
42. i have a Science Test on thursday
43. i miss last summer. getting hit hard by the waves in waikiki beach and surfing..
44. i love driving golfcarts.. in amanpulo, driving range, or in the field.. i dont' really care..
45. i need a new phone.. i want a 6101 or a L'Amour phone.. my phone's acting up.
46. i saw Miko Lim in church today... which was very random
47. my parents and brother's are leaving for Sea Front in awhile
48. i love Filipino Deserts
49. i love bananas.. sarah's mom got me hooked on them during Nationals
50. People from the Santa Cruz team are lesbians.

AYESHA DAYARAM FOR VP!!!!

Haha. I was talking to Ayesha last night about the campaign thing and catching up with her about Nationals and everything. Seriously, I miss hanging out with her and her always being there, it seems so different. Well yeah, you guys better vote Ayesha for VP.. She deserves the job n she's cool and responsible too. Don't vote for any 6th graders cuz dude, it's our last year and either way, our batch is gonna school your batch. So don't even try competing with us. You guys may have prettier girls but we got more brains and athletes. It's practically true.

Well this weekend isn't going to great except for Friday and Saturday. Today is just really bad. I slept at 3 and woke up at 7 this morning with a really sore throat and a swollen face. My little brother just had to come in and watch T.V. I swear, he doesn't give the shit bout anyone except for himself. Little spoiled bean. Friday I had ortho, they said on June 9 I'll be removing my braces.. which is really cool. Then after I picked up my little brother in my Dad's office and went to Manila Golf to eat and take a shower. Then we went to Ina's house for the blessing and mass, then we just hung out there till' 10 or 11. It was fun, Paolo Gonzales, Gabby, Alec, Abe's sister Mady, n Michelle were there. Then Franky came and Pao started singing "Beating Hearts Baby." Then yeah... nothing really. Saturday I woke up at 10 and went to the bazzar with my mom and bumped into a bunch of people from ISM. I got two american eagle shirts and a cami from Abercrombie. lol.  My mom bought loads of stuff then we went to Greenbelt to eat lunch. Then we looked around at the shops and we went to MYX. Sel and Betina's mom and dad's shop. Shit.. they're stuff's hella nice but it's expensive.. They were selling 7 Jeans and True Religion but my mommy didn't allow me. I guess I have to save up more now. Lol. Then we went to Rockwell and bumped into more people. We went into Zara and we were there for about and hour shopping. haha. I got a black shirt and this dress for my cousins wedding. Then I had to fit my shoes for confirmation in the store.. so yeah.. then I went home. Went to Purple Closet and got my confirmation dress, and after that nothing much happened.

Today I don't really know what I'm planning to do with the rest of my time. Even though I should cherish every second I have of life, I don't really respond to that saying very well. Right now I'm on the couch, never endlessly blogging, and watching Rumor Has It. I swear, I really need to study. I finished my book, I need to write a summary and finish Scrapbooks. Then I need to practice for the band concert on Wednesday, then study for the test on Thursday. Leaving Friday free to relax. God... a month til' summer. Can't wait!! Training's starting this saturday! Woohoo!! so long lovlies.

Quote that I got from Nationals:

"Not everything you do is going to work the way you planned. Just give it your best shot, hope for the best, deal with it, have fun with it, and remember; It's only a game."- Don Marsh

People have been asking me, if the whole week of Nationals and ditching school was just fun. Annoyling I responded to them "No, it was an experience that I'll never forget, yeah it was fun on the field. Mostly it was learning to accept your mistakes and putting up with your team no matter what. Building up my knowledge on the game and building a stronger person out of myself." Out of the field, I must say was soo much fun, in the field is where you have to put all of your knowledge in. The quote just hit me real hard because not only does it relate to softball, it relates to life. Putting up with people, anticipating on what's going to happen, being ready for surprises and giving it your best shot no matter what. Even when the going gets tough you could still deal with it and have fun with it. In a way life's a game, so is every second, and this whole week.

Love,

Manang Mars